I was once on meds and bedridden for 6 straight months, I can't imagine how being on HRT would feel, probably worse tbh because of changing hormones? Idk
I had like nightmares nearly everyday and sleep paralysis at least once or twice a week while on meds, I don't really want to touch any medication that messes with your body that severely after that experience.

Just because I hate people doesn't mean I have to be rude. I generally try to be polite and give compliments and thanks to others in hopes that it might brighten their day.

Be fully westernised and become a caffeine addict too mom

I love walking around outside past midnight. No one around to interrupt me listening to music and once busy roads gone completely quiet. It feels like I'm the only person in the world, where no one else exists, in a state where nothing else matters other than the feelings I have listening to the music harmonically vibrating in my ears. I use no light either because I like to walk around in pitch black naturally allowing my eyes to adjust, where the vibrant colours of the day are void and the only thing that distinguishes objects from one another are brief hints of light and darkness; a true colourless world of grey. Sometimes it's dark enough for me to see the stars which become my only company in the dark and whenever there's a full moon it gives off such an entrancing luminescence that makes me think that everything around me including life itself is just a dream. I've always loved the moon, the symbol of death and rebirth and also the symbol of something you can never attain but can always strive to reach. It's a double-edged sword that at times makes me think that dying wouldn't be that bad but other times inspires me to keep working harder.

Walking around alone outside past midnight also has several horror aspects, one being the possibility of being stabbed to death which is a common thing here because I live in the UK. This might be unappealing for 99% of people but I like horror and I also like the feeling that I could die at any second.

Why did I type all that? It's valentine's tomorrow so I felt like spreading some love by sharing some of the things that I love. It's an absolute cringefest of a post but I just be like that, I'm an emotional mf

nah you right lol

I know what DID is I just don't know what the subjects are in her sentence, like who's doing the diagnosing? Am I the  16 y/o with DID on TikTok or is it someone else, am I doing the diagnosing or am I the one being diagnosed? Mom you ESL mf use correct punctuation.

Mom stop double posting you're triggering my OCD.  There's an edit function y'know, stupid ass

Khel is 26 holy shit wtf has it really been 8-9 years? The image I have of you in my head is that you're still 17-19.

Also bless your soul and receive all the love in the world bumpyyy, I hope you don't receive too much backlash from your mom if she ever finds out <33333