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enet · ^

Random strangers outside really try to stroke their ego by always starting shit with me like lol chill mf you're not that guy. I know you're a weak-willed, fragile little man that wants to prove he's bigger and stronger than he actually is but I don't want anything to do with that shit, leave me alone. I'm just chillin, trying to buy shit, going through the normal process of my day and mfs trying to make a scene. It's always the middle-aged man or a guy with his gf too, fuck off dude, I don't care about comparing dick sizes. I've had a natural distrust and hatred of men and violence my whole life because of my shit father and these people justify and increase that hatred. I also hate when all the kids are on holidays, every fucking place is busy and stupid shit like that is more prone to happen. People proving to me yet again that people are shit, I want to live in my own world with only me in it. No relationships, no friendships, no any kind of ships and all that bs, I just want to live in solitude with no sort of connection or possible interaction with anyone.

Shit like this wouldn't happen either if I wasn't good looking or fit looking, it's literally been happening ever since I hit puberty. It feels like a stupid curse that makes me wish I was ugly but like why should I suffer just to please others? I like to take care of my looks, wear woman's jewelry that pisses of other guys for some reason and dress in a way that makes me feel comfortable and confident. Why does my existence trigger other people, as if I am the way I look because I'm a cocky mf and think that I have a bigger dick than everyone else, no dude, I do the things I do for my own self. Same kind of vibe as mfs who think women dress the way they do just to please men, bozos.

tldr I've hated men my entire life and I think I always will

Pirtelö · ^

haha imagine interacting with outside ppl. the moment anyone approaches me I give them a disgusted look and fuck off especially if it's men

Pirtelö · ^

also being objectively attractive is simply a curse. I already get harassed by looking average as shit simply because I am a woman, I can't imagine what'd happen if I were fitting the usual beauty standards. double or triple or quadruple the fun. it'd also make me doubt if my partner would've wanted me for anything but a quicky

enet · ^

Just because I hate people doesn't mean I have to be rude. I generally try to be polite and give compliments and thanks to others in hopes that it might brighten their day.

enet · ^

and yeah I also have a natural distrust of women in general too because it feels like they only give me attention because of my looks. I can't trust anyone.

Gumpyyy · ^

Pirtelö wrote:

enjoy the perks of female hormones bitch

I'm enjoying it

Khelly · ^

Pirtelö wrote:

enjoy the perks of female hormones bitch

Ok but like the first few months I felt really nice and happy and now I feel moody and gloom and also like my old self again and I don't like it...

enet · ^

I was once on meds and bedridden for 6 straight months, I can't imagine how being on HRT would feel, probably worse tbh because of changing hormones? Idk
I had like nightmares nearly everyday and sleep paralysis at least once or twice a week while on meds, I don't really want to touch any medication that messes with your body that severely after that experience.

Pirtelö · ^

Good for you that you never had kissing disease unless that's why you were bed ridden, I genuinely thought I was gonna die. Two weeks of 40c fever, and then over half a year of never ending fatigue.

enet · ^

lol kissing disease you weak ass

Pirtelö · ^

Idk if ur joking or not but if ur not i hope u get it tmrw

silmarilen · ^

Posting on page 1234. Also what's this activity hello?

Pirtelö · ^

get in loser we're driving to Revival Of Tuuba land

enet · ^

My dreams the past 3 nights have just been me petting and playing with a white cat, but I don't have a cat, where is catto?

Also I got kissing disease today

Gumpyyy · ^

Pirtelö wrote:

get in loser we're driving to Revival Of Tuuba land

Tuuba Revival 2023

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