Sync wrote:

PMS takes a toll on the female body

youre so fucking right im about 2 get my period im not even joking u found the problem

fittan wrote:

how do attitudes towards you change so much in a year wtf

on a serious note, it seems like people's brain cells started to die way too early and I'm unable to tolerate such stupid fucking shit after sleeping so little and feeling like my body is breaking with every step I take lmao

I never had many friends in general, but it's much better to be lonely and miserable than having to fake up some personality to "fit" their vibe or way of thinking or whatever. I heavily doubt I'll be in contact with any of my classmates except like 1 friend of mine who isn't even in the same class as I am. it's not like they're all 10000% retarded, they're just up to different things, and so am I.

well, not only I slept VERY little (I'd say around 14-16 hours in total over 3 days) and it affected me rather heavily, it was just not well planned. it really did seem like a last-minute-trip and really anyone could notice that due to so many issues we had while it was going on. to be fair I usually go to school trips for the mingling and lols which ARE there often enough (last year the trip was amazing and I enjoyed it a lot), but this trip anyone I had contact with seemed to wake up on their bad side and I managed to fight with almost each person I talked to. killed the mood I never had in the first place. my back & torso are aching like hell because of the awkward sleep positions I had to sleep in too.
tl;dr the first thing I did when I came home was to go shower and cry rivers, like, seriously

at least the views were nice but not worthy of feeling bad 3 days straight.