https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Y4SEgHdi-0

Best part about psytrance is that you'd only need like 5-10 songs and you'd have all of them basically

Currently going through:
Jiddu Krishnamurti - The Awakening of Intelligence
6th & 7th books of Moses (aka the Black Bible)
Robert Anton Wilson - Schrödinger's Cat Trilogy & Cosmic Trigger Trilogy
Started some books from Carlos Castaneda but dunno if I'll continue with them
Patrick Harpur - Daimonic Reality: A Field Guide to the Otherworld
Nag Hammadi Library
Charles Rycroft's Critical Dictionary of Psychoanalysis
Various stuff from Carl Jung
Various stuff from Timothy Leary

Stuff I've recently finished:
Jiddu Krishnamurti - The First and Last Freedom
Robert Anton Wilson - Prometheus Rising
Aldous Huxley - Time Must Have a Stop
Pistis Sophia
Carlos Castaneda - The Art of Dreaming
Various stuff from Carl Jung
Various stuff from Timothy Leary
Tons of articles about psychology and scientific researches on physics/substances/whatnot

I'm pretty long gone down the rabbit hole of occult and obscure literature, welp.

I'm having some manic episode again, it's been 48 hours without sleep and I'm only slightly tired. Tried physically exhausting myself, various teas, sauna, melatonin and whatnot.
If this is gonna go like last time I was under mania, I'll probably just rest 2hours a day and keep going for two weeks until I crash for days.

Fuck this shit

I've basically been living on oats and pineapples for the last 48h ((

Mielin määrin kahvia ja tupakkaa. Also ananasta

I'd blame anyone (myself) if the experience was overall horrid, but I actually had quite a bit of fun being homeless. It only started getting to me quite bad after ~4 months, my alcolol consumption skyrocketed and shit was not cool anymore.

Other than that, it was pretty nice and now that we can live in a ~350m^2 house and pay 175€/month/person + warming and electricity, the whole wait time was totally worth it