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fittan · ^

Mahogany wrote:

antidepressants made everything a lot better for me,

literally just running away from your problems and hoping time will desensitise you to them enough that you can some day begin dealing with withdrawal symptoms from antidepressants instead. not worth it. many countries prescribe them too easily when they only exist for actually chronic clinical depression, having been sad for three years because you some years ago made the decision that video games are more fun than being a normie and it now makes you jealous of everyone else since you can't bring yourself to enjoy anything other than computer things anymore doesn't equal chronic clinical depression. yes i'm projecting a bit.

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Aurelianus Augustus · ^

IppE wrote:

I'm going to need some factual proof of that being the case or otherwise I'm charging you of fraud.

Well if you stop being a fagget and take this high quality beer, you might actually see why I'm a king.

Koma · ^

I never took antidepressants or sought professional help when I was having problems, I usually think of them as temporary things which can be hindered so I often try to do something so that they'll be less of an annoyance, unless it was something hardcore in some cases like one time when I accidentally killed our family dog. Shit sucked hard for a while but eventually you accept the loss and move on.

Granger · ^

Yeah, theres the problem, sometimes trauma doesnt resolve itself, or the depression comes from chronic, ongoing issues.
Glad it was so easy for you tho.

t. Person diagnosed with sevre chronic depression.

Aurelianus Augustus · ^

>Accidentally killed family dog
>Accidentally
Yeah, I just accidentally drove a truck into 70 people, shit happens.

Idk what you did, but good job mate, I'd tap your shoulder if I could. :V

Granger · ^

Aurani you're such an ass.

Maybe he, as example didnt know chocolate is highly toxic to dogs and fed it to him cause its such a nice treat? Stuff like that... Toppled over some heavy stuff and it fell on the dog?

Pirtelö · ^

Granger wrote:

Aurani you're such an ass.

DID IT TAKE YOU THAT LONG TO FIGURE THAT OUT

UnderminE · ^

Hika wrote:

time to bug you later on
tl;dr i went into a mental breakdown for several months of my life and now i'm better and you should try to keep your head up because it wouldn't be fair to people around you whether you notice it or not

This was me from 4 months ago. At this moment I can say that everything is getting better but very slowly, so do not lose your determination (oh boy the undertale references)

Aurelianus Augustus wrote:

>Accidentally killed family dog
>Accidentally

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Mahogany · ^

I don't recommend antidepressants as a solution just as something temporary to allow you to collect yourself

You most definitely still need therapy and shit, I'm just saying that because my counseling hasn't started yet but my antidepressants saved me from constant crushing apathy and panic attacks long enough to get my life in order

sorry if I came across wrong

Hika · ^

Granger wrote:

Aurani you're such an ass.

It's alright guys, Sinisha is just very misunderstood, please ignore him and hopefully he'll die off somewhere in a hole, preferably with me and hopefully forever. He has a weird sense of humor, and I'm not sure where it comes from.

UnderminE wrote:

This was me from 4 months ago. At this moment I can say that everything is getting better but very slowly, so do not lose your determination (oh boy the undertale references)

just know you can pm me about it if you'd like, because i'm way too experienced in falling apart over an important person in my life. surprisingly, i'm over it, but i have like, extremely repressed memories.
example: I have absolutely no idea what happened in the month of July 2015. I just can't remember it and that's really sad because that's the part of my life I want to remember so I would hope it wouldn't happen again but apparently antidepressants suck and make you feel numb as shit when you take them for extended periods of time.

Aurani · ^

You people still haven't learned the difference between me and Anus, tsk tsk, I feel insulted.

So how long are we gonna talk about things that I don't want to be reminded of?

Koma · ^

Granger wrote:

Glad it was so easy for you tho.
t. Person diagnosed with sevre chronic depression.

<3 u too bb, we care about you

Aurelianus Augustus wrote:

Idk what you did, but good job mate, I'd tap your shoulder if I could. :V

Story time? Story time.

So that was like three or four years ago when I was going to my school (which I graduated two years ago) and I was diagnosed with some form of autism (albeit not a really disqualifying one, it's like so fucking mild that you might as well never notice I'm autistic at all besides some awkward quirks and rituals), my class was going on a trip to a good hotel in Croatia and I was still underage at the time so I prepared everything accordingly, filled out all the paperwork and paid the needed amount of money, all was going good until suddenly I have been called by the school principal only to be told that "my attendance is no longer possible".

I ask them what the fuck is going on and they say "we couldn't find a person who'd assist you during the trip because we know how difficult it is for autistic people to perform social tasks, so unfortunately we had to exclude you from the trip" and my reaction was not really a pleasant one, I asked them if they really think I need someone who'd spoonfeed me and wipe my ass throughout the entire thing and they were going on defensive mode that the money will be paid back and shit, but anyway it ended up in me saying "Fuck you" to the school principal (and I even got away with it) and my day was fucking screwed.

I got back home fucking pissed and due to being autistic back in the time I had some bodily ticks like kicking things away and lashing out on literally nothing, so I swinged my legs in my room doing shit like battle stances but when I was doing one big swing, our family dog (who was getting old as fuck, grey hair on nose, deaf and that stuff) walked right into my room and my leg accidentally hit him. In his chest or somewhere close to his heart. And my mom saw it all. Dog ran away from room but suddenly started pissing himself on the floor spazzing and twitching while his tongue was out on the side of his cheek, all while my brain was having a hard time processing all that happened.

"OH FUCK BARRY'S DYING CARRY HIM TO DOG AMBULANCE OR SOMETHING" my dad drove in and carried him to his car, mom and sister got in but I wanted to stay at home because I didn't really know what was happening, once they got back after an hour or so, mom and sister said doctors were unable to save him, that was pretty fucked up for a while and I felt kinda guilty about it and I talked to my psychiatrist about it and after a few sessions I agreed that I couldn't have stopped it given my mental state back then so I just carried on and started to take exceptional care of our cat, the other pet who was around.

In the end the biggest fuss was made by my mom and sister not about the dead dog but about the fucking 200 € they had to pay for his incineration wtf
pathology/10

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Aurelianus Augustus · ^

Granger wrote:

Aurani you're such an ass.
Maybe he, as example didnt know chocolate is highly toxic to dogs and fed it to him cause its such a nice treat? Stuff like that... Toppled over some heavy stuff and it fell on the dog?

Of course I'm an ass, I can't help but being an ass in this world.

I fed my doggo chocolate before and he sure as fuck didn't mind, although he didn't like it too much. So unless the guy fed him 2 kilos worth of chocolate, it can't have been the cause of the death, because that would be stupid.
If he dropped something on a dog that's of a small breed or is a pup, then yeah, my apologies, but that's highly unlikely - he probably ran over the dog with something.

Hika wrote:

It's alright guys, Sinisha is just very misunderstood, please ignore him and hopefully he'll die off somewhere in a hole, preferably with me and hopefully forever. He has a weird sense of humor, and I'm not sure where it comes from.

Too bad my real name is Michael.
Also I don't swing that way baby, not in threesomes and up. :V

Pirtelö · ^

Aurelianus Augustus wrote:

Hika wrote:
It's alright guys, Sinisha is just very misunderstood, please ignore him and hopefully he'll die off somewhere in a hole, preferably with me and hopefully forever. He has a weird sense of humor, and I'm not sure where it comes from.
Too bad my real name is Michael.
Also I don't swing that way baby, not in threesomes and up. :V

no it's mickey

Hika · ^

why the fuck do u have to pay so much to kill a dog wtf
tha'ts literally all i have to ask from what i read

Mahogany wrote:

sorry if I came across wrong

I completely understood you, not so much other people but yeah, it really does help kind of 'freeze' your mind from going insane so you can help rebuild yourself in the process

like i know that when i took my antidepressants (i was on prozac and abilify), I went to bed late as fuck but no matter what, I woke up exactly at 6, even if i had work at 13/14. I literally felt immune to everything. I remember one day my car swerved in the middle of the road because of heavy rains and stuff and I literally just put the car back on track and kept going. didn't give a single fuck. I used to walk outside late as fuck at night, and knowing that at the time i was an 18 Y/O, SKINNY AS FUCK FEMALE, i still did risky shit.

antidepressants are evil

EDIT: I'm pretty sure i did my age math wrong becuase i'm 20 so i meant to say 19 w/e

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