I just don't enjoy it whatsoever, I need someone ready to spend time with me at pmuch all times to keep me sane and relatively happy
I mean if I was single and had a fuckboy/fuckgirl to just spend time with, that might work but when I'm single I tend to fall into a 'spending all my time either alone or constantly drooling over someone' pattern and it generally fucks me over much more than just casually trying to date someone
I can't say that I'm afraid of being alone, quite the opposite I love being alone occasionally, but I'm unstable enough most of the time that being alone will fuck me over cause I don't reach out to people and I fucking die inside

oversharing on the internet yay

Might I suggest getting a dog? A pet as a companion works wonders and nobody thinks you're insane when you are talking to a dog instead by yourself.

Another way to cope is creating a split-personality, but I wouldn't recommend that. Shit sucks when the repressed part of your ego takes things over again.

fittan wrote:

tupsu wrote:

UnderminE wrote:

Why would you try to talk to a person who is angry as fuck

Like just leave them alone

depends

my kind of boyfriend decided to ignore me getting progressively angrier until I broke a pencil in front of him when playing overwatch last weekend
I need a little bit of calming down when I'm in that level of rage

jw can you be single for two months without going insane

not really I guess, though all this was a bit of a train wreck
(that's why I ain't been talking to you so there's that)

I was fully, 100% single for about a month or a bit longer between these 2 relationships
but before the last one I was single from like february to june so there's that